My blog so please read- Removed these photos from twitter to..

My blog so please read- Removed these photos from twitter to address here: Stepping away from twitter for a bit. I’ll share little things maybe (big maybe) but the hate and overwhelming name calling that is directed to me and some people I know has really gotten to me and I don’t want to end back where I was a year ago. Y’all know I take everything in, try VERY VERY hard to block out the things I know will do more harm than good should I allow into my soul, but it’s getting worse and worse. I’ve worked super hard on my mental health and even my boob Dr today said he sees the comments are getting to me because I’m so fixated on being better looking for everyone. Like if I look better I’ll get treated better, and actually- after I posted a video yesterday on twitter talking about losing inches and going down 2 jeans sizes I got hit with a lot of crap. People were saying I’m not working hard enough because I’m still obese. It’s nonsense, it’s not healthy and I need to just not post on twitter for a bit. Anytime I post videos with my husband on twitter my comment section is FLOODED with comments insulting him, calling him fat or small and that bothers me a lot!!! I’m posting this stuff here because I’m free to truly be me on here. I’m free to speak my mind and NEVER feel ugly or pressured here. I’m fine so I beg y’all please don’t post “ignore the haters” comments as it truly isn’t helpful and not practical for someone who’s job is online and has to see the comments. I honestly just can’t deal with the shit over there at this moment. I’ll be obviously posting here and my IG but think at least a week or so from posting content on twitter and limiting my time on there will do me good. I know this is obvious, but behind every content creator is an actual human being who feels hurt when constant comments come in that are cruel. Most of us (me included) have NO help. I have no PR person, no one runs my pages for me. No one answers my stuff for me. So across every platforms the thousands of comments have an impact on me and every creator. You may not see that, may think you are the only one commenting who deserves our time but when there’s a lot of people wanting your time, wanting your attention, wanting free stuff, wanting to hurt your feelings, wanting to see more, wanting you to loose weight and look fit like others, wanting you to go mainstream, wanting you to have longer hair, wanting you to get a nose job, wanting you to somehow grow taller, wanting you to fix every tiny flaw on your body, wanting you to take the criticism because you are on social media and deserve it, wanting and wanting and wanting…..well it takes a toll. And should we voice that on twitter or instagram or anywhere really (I’m fortunate here on my only fans) we are told to shut up, to get over it, to deal with it, to ignore it, that we are in porn so this is what we get, boohoo, and so on. Models then react and do the only thing they can do- close up, stop interacting, stop caring. They HAVE to for their mental well being. They become jaded and develop a hard shell. Please, don’t contribute and be the reason someone closes up, stops shining bright. Scroll past, unfollow, shit, you can block if you must but don’t send harm, no matter what because as I’ve just mentioned, the level or hate, cruel comments and things y’all don’t even know we go through is crazy. Ok, I’m done writing, lol Love and peace ❤️🙏🏻