

i meant to post this earlier, but i forgot to finish it lol. sooo uhm i ran into the man that broke my heart two years ago. last time i saw him was the same night i almost died in a car crash. this bitch had the audacity to tell me he's glad he met me, he thinks about me a lot, and hopes i'm okay. LIKE WHAT. YOU ABSOLUTELY DESTROYED ME & AFTER TWO YEARS, I'M STILL FACING THE TRAUMA YOU LEFT BEHIND. WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO THINK YOU CAN HUG ME & SAY SORRY WHEN YOU MADE ME WANT TO TAKE MATTERS INTO MY OWN HANDS AND BECOME LIKE MY DAD (who is dead btw). also, ya, uhh same guy that i put 500 miles on my car for when i went psycho trying to stalk him & find his home address based on pictures i found on his roommate's insta. brb just finna become mentally void bc that's my instinctual response to escape my emotions.