i have an entire collection of videos & pictures of the tear..
Added 2021-10-19 01:33:14 +0000 UTCi have an entire collection of videos & pictures of the tears this man has caused me over the years. he's not coming back into my life. he didn't ask to. i let him know the hell i've been through, and his responses have completely glossed over the main points. he said he's been rethinking everything he has done, but he still doesn't get it. and how fucking tone deaf can you be to say i'm a source of strength because i don't have my dad while his just ignores him?? as if he didn't completely break me & cause me to almost turn to the same fate as him. also mentioning another girl in the mix? you don't even have to tell me anything. i already did my research, did my stalking. i know you met her in california the year before me, had her pining over you the entire time you were making me fall for you, and when she came to washington, you decided to spare her feelings over mine. even though you didn't want her either, you enabled her feelings before finally cutting off both of us. and completely glossing over the fact that i told you one of my dearest friends DIED last year?? no i am not out here being strong!! how fucking dare you tell me that you're glad you met me & see me as a source of strength whenever you think about my "story." i was already a million pieces before you shattered me to dust, and every year, i keep disintegrating.
