🙂So, I haven't posted in a minute,and that's because I finally achieved my ultimate goal of getting a boyfriend (we hala dated tho so no touching.) He was talking about getting married in 1 year and discussing where to buy rings, and kids, and telling me he loved me lots.❤️
Unfortunately, he suddenly said he was "embarrassed/disgusted" to be seen with me because I "look 12 irl", and he felt everyone was staring at him. [I'm 3 years older than him btw]
I only wore plain sweaters and plain jeans when we were together and there was nothing I could do about my face🥹. He also dropped multiple bombs including that he hated my personality because I was too introverted and that he wasn't sexually attracted to me. And then lots of general insults for 3 hours straight including telling me to go cry all night.
Even when I love someone they hate me secretly and hide it, while telling me they love me, before revealing it, seems to be a common trend. Last thing he texted was "Leave you disgusting human" so that's where I'm at, just disgusting basically. I've had this happen so many times losing a potential fiance because my face is disgusting looking, doesn't even hurt anymore really.😮💨
Here's some ugly pictures, I was cold so I took them quickly so they're not very good unfortunately.
I'm back from a short beach vacation (way too cold ice water to swim tho), I got my nails done for the first time in my life and picked a bubble gum pink🩷, so here's my long toes. Will post actual nudes soon hopefully. sorry😅
This is a late St.Patrick's day post, I felt like a Shamrock shake lol , tasty enough to slurp?😛🍀💚
I'm actually pretty depressed lately which is why I'm not posting, will feel better after my school year ends, just hanging on 🥲🤏
I'm so busy with school, low-key so depressed, end of April and I'll be free sorry for not posting 😭🆘
Also, my crush said he doesn't want to date, marry me, or impregnate me, guess he just sees me as a wet hole and not a person, I do be crying these last few nights, only gonna get a few hours of sleep now before school 😭😭
Apparently one of you guy's reported my post from almost a year ago for some obscure rule I had no idea existed removing the post forever. Thanks for the support on my FREE account, smh honestly. Why should I even post?🙃
I can't remember if I posted this, so idk? also got a new phone that was on sale since my current one is a almost a decade old, (still waiting for my new case to switch over), I broke the front camera, and the camera app itself only opens sometimes, other times I get error. So maybe my photo quality will go up in the future or maybe it won't lol
I woke up sideways on my bed with hips on edge and legs on the floor, no blanket for the last two days, so cold🥶
[also I can't see images or pics, my onlyfans has been broken for months, I started ticket and email to fix my multiple issues on here and have gotten no response for a month]
Not the best pic, but I'm really busy with school and working hard at my job where I lift heavy stuff to have money for next year, so I had idea I could double task with the little time I have and take a picture in the bath, even if it wasn't a very good one😅🛀🏻💡
I take a pole dance class every week, doing upsidedown no hands tricks now! Got my first pair of heels in my entire life, the heel is shaped like a heart not a circle, and it says BE MINE in the heel heart❤️, but I really do have messed up toes that are long like fingers, but maybe someone likes idk?🦶👁️👄👁️
[Sorry I haven't posted in a while! For my school I have to do 15 HOURS of studying which is monitored online FOR GRADES, EVERY WEEK, UNTIL MAY! School days are 8 hours mon-fri, and I work 16hrs a week. So idk, please don't forget about me😭🧸]
I'm still on my period but I found this pic on my phone of me looking Dummy Thicccc😳🍑💥 (can u guys see the pic, I can't see any of my pics, maybe weird glitch)
People always assume I'm Asian by seeing my body or face, and I'm sure a lot of you randomly think that, but I'm actually a large part Native American via DNA testing. My mom who I get it from, & my siblings all have tan/brown skin, I'm only one who took after my dad so I'm pale & I think that throw's people off? I am a tiny 5% Mongolian too, but I don't even think that counts since like everyone is like related to Genghis khan or whatever?😅
